Is this how we treat our members?

[Yoshin]

I think it's genuinely disgusting that you all were spending tons of time discussing Stir's ban instead of doing anything to figure out what was happening to Yoshin. And when you discovered that she attempted suicide, most people went "I hope she's okay..." and then continued discussing Stir.

I wont sugar coat it, I was literally dying. When I finally came to and checked things plenty of people did try to contact me. It took someone spending a good portion of their money to finally get a hold of me, and it was by chance that I was even conscious at the time.

I also think that all of the drama on MFGG seriously deteriorates her mental health. Can I know that for sure? No. But it's clear that the online communities she is a part of plagues her conscience in one way or another.

MFGG and MW drama is definitely the 2nd biggest negative to my overall mental stability, next to my current IRL situation. But at the same time these two sites and the communities that surround them are well, family I guess? My real life family either passed away or disowned me, and ever since people from either site have been there for me in my darkest times. Even if some of said times were inflicted by the communities, as it whats happened here. There are people here that I've known longer then anyone I have ever known, IRL or online. Too ride off this energy...

You used to support her and now you're not as willing just because of a small Mario website?

I will 100% admit, this was the reason I did it. Seeing that people who I thought cared about me just toss me aside because of Mario Fangames hurt. I will give them the benefit of the doubt here in that they probably did not intend for what they said to come off that way, but intent and what actually goes through are two different things. Especially to someone on the edge like I was.

The staff should feel incredibly ashamed that they instantly went to looking for someone to punish following Yoshin's disappearance.

To play devil's advocate, from their POV it really did look like Stir was the reason I did it even ignoring the clear bias they have(Though the bias isn't exactly not warranted, but he has good reasons for acting the way he does as well). But I agree, even after finding out I was "not dead" they continued to go about Stir.

Delete the community part of MFGG or at the very least delete the Discord. There are clearly very few staffers who understand how to handle a platform where people don't think through each and every post like they do a forum. FWD understands how to handle it. Yoshin understands how to handle it. Cruise understands how to handle it. The rest really do not, and I'm including the Discord mods in that.

I'm honoured that you feel that way about me, but I have to disagree in the the "delete the community" part. I don't have any good reasons to back up my opinion but I think we just need staff who are more equipped for such a thing.



I can't help but feel at least partially responsible for all this. After all none of this would have happened had I not attempted to take my own life. It was a decision I ultimately made myself. Was I in the most lucid and great of mindsets? No, far from it. But I still made the choice.

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