07-09-2019, 11:58 AM
I, admittedly, haven't been the best person/user I can be in MFGG. While others may be having fun celebrating the 18th anniversary of the site becoming what it is today, I'm not feeling as much joy as I'd like to. I was a jerk, snob, and even "mental breakdown enthusiast" all because I didn't get what I want. Don't some of you remember how I treated you all back then? Even now I'm unchanged, still treating my companions like garbage (even outside of MFGG).
Don't get me wrong, I still like to be here and spend time showcasing my art and other things, but by my current standards, I shouldn't be the kind of person I am now. My mistakes have piled up too high, up to a point where I may even have depression, anxiety, and who knows what else. I'm sorry for treating part of the community like "I'm the better person" or "you must do what I say". I can't even muster up the courage to join the Discord server and say this because of my past incidents there.
But, with what little hope I have left, all I can say is this: Happy birthday MFGG. I don't want to hurt anyone else in this vast, growing community; I want to be a friend so I can learn how to become a good person again. You are my favorite gaming community by far, and I hope it stays this way. I'm sorry for all of the backstabbing, misfit-related troubles, everything. If this is the 3rd, 5th, or even 7th time you've heard me say sorry, and you don't want to forgive me, that's okay. I tried my best to write this post, and if you don't want to accept it, then that's fine with me.
Don't get me wrong, I still like to be here and spend time showcasing my art and other things, but by my current standards, I shouldn't be the kind of person I am now. My mistakes have piled up too high, up to a point where I may even have depression, anxiety, and who knows what else. I'm sorry for treating part of the community like "I'm the better person" or "you must do what I say". I can't even muster up the courage to join the Discord server and say this because of my past incidents there.
But, with what little hope I have left, all I can say is this: Happy birthday MFGG. I don't want to hurt anyone else in this vast, growing community; I want to be a friend so I can learn how to become a good person again. You are my favorite gaming community by far, and I hope it stays this way. I'm sorry for all of the backstabbing, misfit-related troubles, everything. If this is the 3rd, 5th, or even 7th time you've heard me say sorry, and you don't want to forgive me, that's okay. I tried my best to write this post, and if you don't want to accept it, then that's fine with me.
Please forgive me, and happy 18 years.
~K
~K
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