An Apology

[Yakibomb]

Hey KirbyLover2048, I hope you don't mind if I chime in as an outsider. I admire you're willing to even be pro-active in this, even though in my own hindsight of what you're apologizing for is uh, I don't have much. But I'm not making that the point of this post to you.

Let this post to be a reflective moment for you. I know that wherever there is suffering, there is a silver-lining--Forgiveness, compassion, even gratitude for the situations that happened. The only thing you can do is to make it better the next time, is in the moment that comes to you.

I don't know what you've done, but I can definitely relate to how you feel. I uh, gathered this from what you've said: When you get involved in a conversation, you feel like you're instigating things, maybe even escalating when tensions are high. You want to be apart of a community so much because you care so much. You wouldn't have it any other way, no matter how old you grow or much time passes by. There is more to that story but um, that's what I've gathered.

I hope this post can help you somehow. I don't want to tell you what to do or how to do something, because nobody can tell you what to do, no matter how hard they try. You gotta figure that out yourself because that's the whole point of self-discovery.

EDIT: And I just want to be super-crystal-clear: You're a good person. I have nothing to hold against you. And my post might seem like I'm trying to "fix" something--It's not. It is aimed toward healing through self-reflection, to improve your self and to become your best self--Which is anything you want to be. I'm not trying to confuse you, I'm just trying to... help.

Chin up, and cheer up! It might be a Mario community, but we're people, too. Those things make mistakes!